Hi... I havent posted anything in so long... But i hope to return to being more active. But this journal i would like to dedicate to my best friend, Josh. Today at school I got a call from him. After answering I realized he was sobbing... And he then told be his mom had died. I feel absolutely awful! I went to visit him after school and he was so quiet... I hate seeing my friends in pain. I felt even worse knowing i couldnt help him. Please pray for him if you can... And thank you for reading.